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Thank you Baby Jesus [16 May 2007|04:08pm]

Dear Baby Jesus,

I want to thank you for my Birthday present. I could always use one less hater in the world. This is an excellent gift and I'm sure he'll be happy to meet with your Father once and for all. Thanks again.

Suzy

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We need to wipe them out [08 May 2007|05:05pm]
[ mood | sick ]

A former boss of mine had told me once his feelings on the war on Iraq. That we need to wipe them out. Every man, woman and child needs to be completely eradicated and then we can start over. 

I just read the following on Democracynow.org

One In Eight Iraqi Children Die Before the Age of Five
Iraq's infant mortality rate has soared by 150 percent since 1990 according to a new report by the charity Save the Children. One in eight Iraqi children now die of disease or violence before the age of five. In 2005 alone, 122,000 Iraqi children died before reaching their fifth birthday. Save the Children said Iraq's child-survival ranking is now the lowest in the world.
 

I know he wants it to happen in one fail swoop but hey, 150 percent of the infant mortality rate is a good start towards erradication don't you think?

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The Right attack [08 May 2007|06:28am]
[ mood | disgusted ]

"I really believe that the pagans and the abortionists and the feminists and the gays and the lesbians who are actively trying to make that an alternative lifestyle, the ACLU, People for the American Way, all of them who have tried to secularize America, I point the finger in their face and say, 'You helped this happen.'" Jerry Falwell on September 13, 2001, on Pat Robertson's 700 Club program.

My only regret with Timothy McVeigh is he did not go to the New York Times Building” Ann Coulter

"The most beautiful thing about a tree is what you do with it after you cut it down” Rush Limbaugh

"State Universities are breeding grounds, quite literally, for sexually transmitted diseases (including HIV), homosexual behavior, unwanted pregnancies, abortions, alcoholism, and drug abuse." Dr. James C. Dobson

"The conventional wisdom is we're a right-wing network. I don't accept that view, and I don't think our viewers do either" Brit Hume on Fox News

"And I think there should be no mercy shown to these sub-humans. I believe that a thousand of them should be killed tomorrow. I think a thousand of them held in the Iraqi prison should be given 24 hour -- a trial and executed. I think they need to be shown that we are not going to roll over to them. It won't happen. It won't happen because of the CBS Communists. It won't happen because of the CNN traitors. I won't happen because of the MSNBC empty heads. And we the people are the ones who are going to suffer today. " Michael Savage regarding the abuse and torture of prisoners in Abu Ghraib.

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Guns don't kill people. People kill people. [17 Apr 2007|08:01am]
What others are saying:

"I think the reason it happens in America is there's access to weapons -- you can go into a supermarket and get powerful automatic weapons," Keith Ashcroft, a psychologist, told the Press Association. Ashcroft said he believed such access, along with a culture that makes gun ownership seem normal, increases the likelihood of such attacks in the United States.

"In France, it is incomprehensible for us to understand what could prompt someone to own a handgun," a blogger identified as Aliosha wrote on the Web site of the daily newspaper Liberation, adding that it is "the right (almost the duty) for each American to be able to obtain a weapon without much trouble."

[Australian Prime Minister John Howard on Tuesday decried the "gun culture" in America and advocated tough gun laws, Reuters news agency reported. Howard introduced strict gun ownership laws after a massacre of 35 people in 1996.]

The story led Canadian news reports throughout the day. But while Canada, which has strict gun controls, has long looked askance at the proliferation of guns in the United States, no sense of superiority was expressed. Canada has had five school shootings since 1975, the latest last year when a young man shot 20 students at a junior college in Montreal, killing one.

In Iraq, major television networks broadcast news of the shootings in brief bulletins at the top of each hour Monday, but devoted most of their airtime to stories closer to home -- the resignations of cabinet ministers loyal to Shiite cleric Moqtada al-Sadr, the crisis in Darfur and recent bombings in Algeria.

In Colombia, a close U.S. ally notorious for its political violence, the Web site of the country's biggest newspaper, El Tiempo, had by midafternoon posted six stories on the shootings. In Lima, Peru, El Comercio ran the banner headline, "Authorities Confirm 33 Dead in Virginia Killings."

Source: Washington Post, Kevin Sullivan

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death of leaders [31 Dec 2006|01:38am]
As the year ends as what I can consider one of the strangest years of my life, I see three leaders die.

2 by health and natural causes
1 by murder

The murder is the one that gets to me the most. http://healingiraq.blogspot.com/rchives/2006_12_01_healingiraq_archive.html#116747600962651269

That's a link to a blog I read. He's left a link there to view the execution someone captured on their cellphone. I have to say, there's no drama in it. Just a gruesome killing of a man that this country once backed (Rumsfield infamous visit to IRAQ in the 80's to assure Sadaam that the USA still wanted to maintain it's relationship with Iraq.) I viewed the execution because I felt it was important to see it as it happened and not the sugar coated version of it on the news. It's very chilling and very horrific
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coincidence? [06 Nov 2006|06:49am]
It does seem slightly convenient that Sadaam Hussien gets the death sentence just before Election Day.
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the most exspensive false sense of security [26 Oct 2006|04:16pm]
As quoted from the Washington Post:

With the Secure Fence Act, "we're modernizing the southern border of the United States so we can assure the American people we're doing our job of securing the border," Bush said.

The bill that Mr. Bush signed today does not include any provision for funding and the fence is estimated to cost 6 billion dollars. 
Wow, that's quite a bit of money. 

How else could that money be spent? Could it help with our current Katrina situation? Could it help with our current health care problem? Could it help with our current Education problem? 

The fence will become (if it's actually built) a symbol of USA Government hypocrisy and proof that George W. Bush does not care.

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Fear, Fear, Fear, Fear, Fear, Fear, Fear, Fear [06 Sep 2006|07:26am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Bush's words are undoubtedly like a broken record. "America is safer, but not safe."  "We need to combat terrorism and that means the war in Iraq continues" (paraphrased but for the love of god haven't we gone through this?). "Iran must not be allowed to develop nuclear weapons".

These words only mean one thing to me. The power if fear is still the number one choice of weapon against the people of USA. And we buy into it. We're so constantly bombarded with messages of fear that we've become one of if not the most paranoid nation on Earth. We're like a little chihuahua that shakes and hides. If anyone comes up from behind us we jump out of our seats and scream like little girls. Personally, I'm sick of it. Alot of it is just smoke blown up our asses.  

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I don't know who I am anymore [12 Aug 2006|07:29am]
Today, this morning, I feel lost. I don't even know what it means to know one's self. I feel like like I've bee living in a vaccum for the last 16 years and lately I'm working so hard on just me.

What I've done that I don't like

I don't like the fact that I always feel over obligated to hang out with my friends even when I'm so tired I'll fall asleep on the couch before 10 pm. I don't like that fact that I feel so desparately hurt when my friends turn me down when I ask them out. I don't like the fact that I cannot say no as easily as I'd like to. I'll say it and the guilt surrounds me like an itchy blanket that suffocates me instead of comforting me.

I don't like the fact that when I'm alone I feel desparately lonely. I want someone with me at all times. Could this be that I just don't feel comfortable with myself? I don't like that fact that I end up feeling so lonely that I'm petrified with fear even though this time I'm choosing to be by myself and that I want no one else.

I don't like that fact that i over react in relationships. I romanticize it and then I get disappointed. I would rather just take it as it comes and not even give it a second thought. I would rather not spend so much time being impressive to people and just be myself. I would rather have the confidence in myself not to feel annoyed with those that compliment me.

I guess I do need some work.
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Why we fight and the power of nightmares [12 Jul 2006|11:21pm]
I tend to forget about the "war" in Iraq. Recently I finished watching the first segment of the BBC docu series called "The Power of Nightmares" and tonight I watched "Why We Fight" a documentary meant to cover the growth of the Military Industrial Complex.  "Why We Fight" has a continuing segment covering the first dropped bombs on March 19, 2003.
The most horrific part of that segment was what was found the next day. The target was Dora Farms, a Palace compound where Sadaams family were believed to be hiding, or living. 40 smart, precision guided bombs were dropped targeted for the main Palace. Just about everything around the palace and outside the walls of the compound were destroyed. The palace remained standing. Innocent civilians lost their lives that morning because these smart precision guided missles missed the intended target. 20 of them. What was even more disturbing was that 50 airstrikes were conducted between March 19th through April 18th and all of them missed the intended targets.

Clips in the movie showed Rumsfield and Cheny saying that Iraq had WMD's. Then later in the move a clip of Bush saying there is no evidence that Iraq was connected to 9/11. A huge belief amongst the American public was that we were fighting in retribution of 9/11. The movie even shows how one New York Cop (retired) had his son's name, a son he lost in tower 1, written on a bomb dropped on Iraq. Then his reaction to Bush claiming there is not a connection to Iraq and 9/11. He was genuinely hurt. I felt bad for him and was brought to tears.

I had a friend comment to me that North Korea had done their 7th nuclear weapon test the other day and how she felt that Kim Jong-II was fucking nuts.
How easily paranoid we get. How easily manipulated we are. I reminded her that what she was reading was a result of PNAC and other think tanks like them leaking out information or misinformation to get us afraid so we wont object to fighting for our freedom. But when you think about it, its the USA that actually carries out its threats. We have no problems invading other countries, other lands to get what we want and to remind the world that we will stop at nothing.

How can we forget Hiroshima and Nagasaki. When will our nation stop being the real terrorists. When will we wake up and face our fears and work to make a more peacefull society. We have to look within ourselves. Each and everyone of us. Elevate our way of thinking and then I believe we can see the result of change.
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[03 Jul 2006|10:43pm]
I count the hours since you slipped away
I count the hours that I lie awake
I count the minutes and the seconds too
All I stole and I took from you
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life inside [28 Jun 2006|05:46am]
It's almost 6 am I've been up since 3. I don't sleep much or very well these days. But you probably know my pain and I don't feel like feeling sorry for myself so I'm going to delve into some lesbian pop culture.



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united or divided [11 May 2006|01:00pm]
I was watching Boston Legal the other night because that's one of my guilty pleasures. I don't always watch it but when I do I'm amused or at least provoked. James Spader and William Shatner have this incredible chemistry, who'd have thought that!?!

Ok on to the point. After a debate about abortions and such James and William (fuck if I can remember the characters' names) were smoking cigars and drinking on the deck of the their office as they often do at the end of the show and James says something to the effect that he misses the days when people pretty much agreed to disagree but continue to work to make a better country. He said he was sick of the "Either you are against us or with us mentality" that seems to have come with the events of 9-11.

9-11. I feel like the terrorists have won. I've mentioned this before in my journal but I want to revisit this. Upon hearing how a friend of mine had to bail out his son who was thrown in jail for making a terrorist threat, when all he actually did was mouth off to a cop (not the best thing to do I know, but when you're provoked sometimes you say things that in hindsight should have been best left unsaid) I began to recall the feelings I had during the last election and Katrina. It just seems that the idea of creating terror doesn't just mean blow something up and that's that. It means blow something up and then watch as everyone becomes really paranoid and divided. Is it unreasonable to think that at some point if we want to come out of this mess our country is in than we need to find the common ground, agree to disagree and then work it out? I know it's idealistic. At this point it's not a reality. But it is it unreasonable?
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[24 Apr 2006|04:44pm]
[ mood | angry ]

If you dare to say this war is going well. Then you must be white, middle-class and well educated, but incredibly naive.
I know what this war is. Lets pull the kids from broken homes with little to no chance of getting to college without some financial support and offer them a job in the armed forces. Then we watch them die, one by one by one...
This is a war based on lies, deceptions and yet we do nothing. We just send the poorest kids over there, and not just that, those who wish to fight for our country as immigrants (yep, immigrants enlist in our armies to gain legal status). We need to do more.
If you're sick of hearing this crap and think I'm full of shit and want to tell me to leave this country if I hate it so much then leave my journal and never come back.
the rest of you read on:
http://www.thenation.com/docprint.mhtml?i=20060508&s=richards

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being green, progressive and non-threatening [13 Apr 2006|11:15am]
I think sometimes as a "liberal" , which I really don't like to call myself but I see that I do fall into that category, but as a person who wants to pay attention to global issues and help conduct change in a peaceful manner, it's easy to find yourself getting in debates that lead into arguing. It's easy to find yourself frustrated and worked up about the unjust, unfair things you see around you.
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Thoughts on Delay [04 Apr 2006|08:07am]
I think since he stepped down after the primaries, the republicans should have to go out and gather signatures on a petition to have his replacement placed on the November ballot.

I know it doesn't make sense, but does having to have petition signatures to get on a ballot make sense in the first place?
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looking for the new google [31 Mar 2006|09:56am]
While Google finalizes it's partnership with AOL (bastards) I'm inclined to go out and find a new search engine. Soon Google will feel and look like something from Yahoo or AOL both loaded with Spyware, Malware, Adware, Suckyware. 

Anyone have any suggestions for a new search engine.

RIP GOOGLE.
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another reason to not vote for Kinky!!!! [28 Mar 2006|03:19pm]
As seen on Kinky's website:

"Kinky believes the border issue is one of the biggest problems facing Texas today, and it can no longer be ignored. Texas policy under Governor Rick Perry has been "give us your tired, your weak, your poor, your criminals, your drug dealers and your terrorists—welcome to Texas"

Terrorists? So Kinky's going to use fear through terrorism to garner votes.

FUCK THAT!
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depressing stuff [28 Mar 2006|01:48pm]
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[23 Mar 2006|08:17am]


Does this make any sense? I saw this bumper sticker on the way to work this morning. It sent chills up my spine. I wonder why it is that so many people support the war. One that had nothing to do with Peace. When does a war establish peace? This is the only country to date to have dropped the "bomb" and Japan has not forgotten, no matter what one says. I took a japanese film class in college. There was not one post war movie that we watched that did not mention the horrors of Hiroshima and Nagasaki.
In the good ole USA, we live in such a comfort zone with the exception of 9-11 and the Oklahoma bombings and other random bizzarre acts of violence. We have not seen war fought on our soil the way other countries have. Yet we bullied our way around Afghanistan and Iraq, 2 countries that we know without a doubt we could destroy. There was no question that when we went into Iraq that we would prevail in taking down the government and destroy the country. There was no question. They didn't have a chance. There is no money for defense, for medical care, for re-building. We managed to make sure they had none with economic sanctions. 
Peace is not an airplane bomber. It is not destroying homes and offices of innocent people that have no control over a dictator or a theocracy. How can someone that enjoys the every day comforts of food, clothing and shelter understand what peace really means? How can someone that advocates senseless destruction understand truly what peace means?
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